General Stuff

I love reading,knitting,crochet,listening to and playing music,and I love to write poetry. I have two adorable kitties even though one is mean. I’m in college at the moment. I have an amazing girlfriend<3.

My Depression and other Issues

I’ve been dealing with Major Depression w/ psychotic features and PTSD since I was 10-11 years old. It’s been a long battle and I’m trying everyday. I also self-harm by cutting and burning,I’ve done it for seven years,but I’m trying to find better ways to cope.My diagnosis of Major Depression has been changed to Schizoaffective disorder. I also have Trichotillomania.

 My Eating Disorder

I’ve had an eating disorder for 7 years,alternating between Anorexia to Bulimia mostly because of my weight. ( I was a binge/purge anorexic,then when I gained weight I was/am Bulimic). It started when I was 14. I had(and still do have) low self esteem and I thought I was fat,and there was so much going on in my life and in my head. It started off innocently enough,as just going on a diet but by the end of the year I was restricting and purging.

I want to let the cycle go,I’m working towards recovery.

It’s still a fight everyday and I hope I can at least stand up against all the pro-ana/mia wannarexics.